Love needs a time card...

I've never been in love. I've never tasted its sweetness nor have I ever felt its warm embrace. Idk why that is, and I'm not going to use this post to try and answer it. I am going to say that a Loving Relationship is the hardest job one can have. I'm so ashamed that the divorce rate in America is steadily rising and the marriage rate isn't. Are we losing our ability to Love?? Are we so consumed with our daily lives that working on a relationship doesn't register high enough?? My hunnybun Troi and I were discussing her relationship w. a certain guy she's liked/talked to for a Lil over a year and she said "if its meant to be its meant to be". Although I've said that many times, when she texted that to me I had to strongly disagree. See, I like the idea of her and the boy together and knowing her I know she doesn't show how much she cares nor does she work at it, she believes that it'll just be there if its supposed to be there. Well I now know that it wont. Building a relationship takes so much work, work that people don't have time for or aren't willing to do.  Thats why most relationships fail, people think that its just supposed to work if its real love, when really you have to work at it even if its real love. With anything making it better takes practice, dedication, determination. Athletes don't make it to the top based off of the idea "If it meant to be its meant to be", they work hard at the craft. So maybe we should treat relationships/Love like its a professional sport or a even a job. And if you do it right and try your best you will be rewarded like no other. Let's work on Love...

-Tori Cheyenne

Why im still single...

I feel like all my single girlfriends are looking for boyfriends, someone to fill that "void" that society says we have when not in a relationship. I admit, I was/ still am at times looking to fill that "void". I've gone through my fair share of guys(though I've had only 2 bfs). There was Sammy, who I "dated" for years in elementary & middle school till some fat bitch named letoya stole him(this seems to be a trend, fat bitches lol). Then in highschool I was such a nerd!! Ugh!! I dated this white guy who didn't go to my school named JP. That was a fail and I choose not to recognize him anymore. Lol...got a friend out of it tho. Love u Steph!! After him I developed a hugee crush on Anthony, went hard. But since he's a quiet dude and im hyper that simmered. So, I went to his best friend. No not on some "can't have you gona have your friend shit" but I liked his friend since like first day of school. Yea Miguel was my highschool crush. But wait, I've jumped the gun. Even before Ant there was George Speed. Lol, he was my bf for like a day. We later became good friends...so yea. Miguel. Ugh. That was an experience, really liked the kid. He just wanted to nut tho. Which now its w.e but back then it hurt. Senior year. Girls never talk to a guy with a gf, especially if she's a fat bitch who worships him. Why couldn't someone have told me that earlier. Talked to kid for months thinking "wow this is going somewhere" wrong. Only place he wanted it to go was the bed. Lol. Waste of a couple of months. Stressful. Then after was a guy who I won't name. Then another guy I won't name. Lol. Then another guy I won't name, and now its just me. And im really enjoying myself. I think im filling that "void" that is supposed to be filled by someone else. So I guess I'll be single for a while. And im totally cool with that. The stress that these young relationships provide isn't something im in the mood to handle.

Pictures in the park...

I spent a couple hours in the park with my girlfriend Troii Anne on Sunday. It was great, hadn't seen her in a while and I missed her!! I went to le BX and she took pictures of me (which I hated. Takin pics aint my thing) but I love her so I conceded. It was cool to see her really enjoy this!! She takes great pics. Then I got in on it and started taking some of her and our friend Quionae(splchk). lol Ill post them soon...hopefully the chick uploads em to her computer. lol

she's going to Peru for Srping Break. And while im jealous, Im def gonna miss her. 143333

-xotoriella.blogspot.com

Charlie & The Chocolate Factory

Epiphany.
I'd be happy with Charlie & The Chocolate Factory. Deadass. Sums up everything I like/want/need. Id be fat. But I'd be happy.
Lol...think about it.

-xotoriella.blogspot.com

Justin Timberlake turns me on!!

Wow!! its been years & the sight on JT still makes me weak at the knees. I mean he is HOT!! And this new Ciara video he's is...I just want his offsrping.




Yum.

-xotoriella.blogspot.com