New Music: B/A & Yung Nate "2 Dope Boyz"

If you're getting excited that the B/A & Yung Nate project is out hold ye horses!! I was also bamboozled, thought that they'd push up the release date from July 8th to today. Wrong!! 'Tis only the introduction, not the whole mixtape. However its fire and a great indication of what we can expect from these two young men. So download this now and rub your thumbs together in anticipation for July 8th...I know Ill be :-D

This cover is beyonddddd dope!!!! Yes, I said Dope. lol

Download--->"2 Dope Boyz intro." by B/A & Yung Nate

Follow---> B/A on Twitter & Yung Nate on Twitter

-Tori Cheyenne

Video vixen turned rapper?? ughh

It seems as tho a lot of these video vixens have, as of late, come out and confessed their "love" of rap and their dream since they were a little girl to be a rapper. How they looked up to Queen Latifah, Lauryn Hill and other MC's for inspiration and saw being eye candy in a video a way of breaking into the industry. You know what I say to that "BullShit". Take "Angel Lola Luv Monroe" a very successful video model turned female "Rapper". Her first single entitled "Boss Bitch" is a representation of a lifestyle she probably never lived. And its a very wack song. Many say, as she has, that she is toning down her sexified image in hopes of being taken seriously, Id say its a little too late for that. After the breast/ass implants and your half naked body in 100's of videos/magazines you will never be taken seriously. Sorry, but its the truth. Not to say that female rappers cant dress sexy and make it (ahem, Lil Kim, Foxy Brown) but these women can also rap. Recently Lola Monroe (yes she has taken on the rap name of a dead white woman. smh) came at another female rapper Nicki Minaj over who was next to take the "female rap throne". I had to laugh. I for one like Nicki Minaj, a lot, I think she makes some good, if slightly vulgar, songs and she can write & sing. Yes, she also uses sex to sell and has been accused of copying Lil Kim(whatever) but I still dig her. Lola Monroe is not Nicki Minaj, she is a video vixen trying to rap not a rapper who is a vixen. Im sick of everyone discussing who will be the next female rap superstar and including the names of these video girls. Lola Monroe will not get past the video ho role, to do so she'd have to spit like Jean Grae which she definitely DOES not. I give Nicki Minaj a good chance of being the next female MC to get big, will she leave a huge impact im not sure, but through her affiliations and lyrics she will get bigger than she is. I feel as tho i've went in many directions with this post but they all lead to one point, a female rapper is not simply a video vixen who can rap. While a rapper may have the sex appeal of these "vixens" she is not someone who has gone the root of selling her body (basically) to get ahead in the business. I was just so put off by people calling Lola Monroe the next female rapper when she obviously sucks. Beautiful girl, horrible rapper. Check out the video if you dont believe me...

I love how "hood" she is. lmao wack

"Still I rise" Nicki Minaj ft. Lil Wayne. This is a good ass song. Not my fave of her, but shits hot. 

-Tori Cheyenne 

So Sad :'(

Jon & Kate Gosselin have filed for divorce!! I am so sad, truly. I have fallen in Love with this family and have watched them grow over the years, so hearing this is a shame. I dont know who is to blame for this, is it Kate's over-bearing ways, is it Jon's rumored infedility or is it the curse of the reality show/ the media. Perhaps, its all three. These three things probably became to much for parents who also had to deal with 8 very young, personalities. Im kind of hoping that they find the Love that they once had, because I dont beleive that they worked hard at finding a solution. This goes back to my previous post where I discussed our lack of work when it comes to relationships. I really cant call what happened with these guys, I can only feel sad for the 10 people affected by it. And on another note, I cant stand "Aunt Beth" and her husband, selling out family like that. Really, they are not good people what so ever!!!!! ugh Im. gonna watch the "Big Announcement" show at 9, with sad eyes the whole time. 

-Tori Cheyene

Chris Brown will serve NO Jail time for the beatdown!!

So, Chris Brown copped a plea and he will not be serving any jail time. Damn!! I kinda wanted to hear stories of prisoners making the R&B crooner they lil bitch. Womp. Anyways, Chris Brown was ordered to stay clear of Rihanna and her cock-a-too inspired hair within 50 yards. Im guessing his penis will find a way to get past this. Also, he must serve 180 days of community labor, basically the boy gonn' pick up trash and other shit in his small Virginia town w. the un-pronounecable(def made up this word)  name. I doubt that he will actually do this "labor" as im sure he is viewed as a "golden boy". I guess we'll see if Chris can bounce back fully from this scandal. As for his bird of paradise girlfriend, im still over her.

-Tori Cheyenne

New Music: B/A MegaStar Mondays!!

I can always tell its monday by the incessant tweets from rapper B/A on Twitter promoting his new music, and today is no exception. Luckily for me he's promoting one of my fave songs from him "Listen Well" produced by Charles Hamilton. Featured on the Ayo! These niggas went Hollywood mixtape, the song shouldn't be looked over. An autobiography/reason de vive in song the joint features B/A's hard rhymes with a cool beat and chorus ft. CH. I've always liked it, ya'll probably will too. Check it outt!!

Download--->"Listen Well" B/A (prod. by Charles Hamilton)

Follow--->B/A's Twitter

Get Familiar--->B/A's Myspace

-Tori Cheyenne

New Music from Rihanna....why??

Was doing my daily look through my fave blog sites and saw this on "Bossip.com", new music from Rihanna. I clicked it only because Im not used to hearing about her musically, and I wanted to see if this song was any good. Sadly, it isn't, at least to me anyways. The beat sounds like "Ms. Independent" by Ne-yo and I dont understand what she is saying at all!! After a few listens I realize that she's saying "Te Amo"(which is also the name of the song) however with the way she's singing it sounds a hot mess!! She needs to come better, because people are getting sick of this broad. 

Listen/Download--->"Te Amo" by Rihanna

Apparently the song is about a girl telling another woman that she likes her only as a friend and is not a lesbian. *dead*

-Tori Cheyenne

New Music: Correction!!

I posted yesterday that rap artist Yung Nate was going to be coming out with a solo project, apparently I was mistaken and the news is even better!! The project entitled "Deal with no Deal" is actually a joint project btwn. Nate and B/A!! Im really excited about this because Im a big fan of both of them and when they get together (see "Mr. Polo" from B/A's Highway Music) its pure hotness!! So be on the lookout for this mixtape coming July 8th!! And gosh I hope i got it all right this time!! lol

-Tori Cheyenne 

Move over Kev Lite, there's a new "get lite" prince in town!!

If any of you are familiar with Harlem dances then you may know of people "gettin lite" and you know the song "5000" by DJ webstar, Ron Brows & the swag kidz. One of the "swag kidz" went to my school, his name is Kev Lite (see him at 3:16) now in terms of getting lite he is one of the best. Well he was the best, not anymore. I just saw this video of some kid named "Hazzy Billz" and I gotta say he gets it in!!! Please watch this dude get lite. Kev lite done lost his crown...

"5000" video

Best get lite-r in NYC!! 

Wow!! Do you see his moves?? CIGAOWWW!! lol

-Tori Cheyenne

Yes!! New Music From Yung Nate...coming soon!!

Finally, Favo Yung Nate is coming out with a solo project!! Its about damn time, it seems like everyone but him has dropped some. Perhaps he was saving the best for last?? Lol. Set to come out July 8th and entitled "Deal with no Deal", we can expect some fire from this man. Cant wait!!

Get familiar---> Yung Nate's blog

Follow--->Yung Nate on Twitter

P.s Im a little confused as to whether this is strictly a Yung porject or a Yung Nate & B/A project. Ill update when I find out, but both would be spectacularrrrrrr!! 

-Tori Cheyenne

Love needs a time card...

I've never been in love. I've never tasted its sweetness nor have I ever felt its warm embrace. Idk why that is, and I'm not going to use this post to try and answer it. I am going to say that a Loving Relationship is the hardest job one can have. I'm so ashamed that the divorce rate in America is steadily rising and the marriage rate isn't. Are we losing our ability to Love?? Are we so consumed with our daily lives that working on a relationship doesn't register high enough?? My hunnybun Troi and I were discussing her relationship w. a certain guy she's liked/talked to for a Lil over a year and she said "if its meant to be its meant to be". Although I've said that many times, when she texted that to me I had to strongly disagree. See, I like the idea of her and the boy together and knowing her I know she doesn't show how much she cares nor does she work at it, she believes that it'll just be there if its supposed to be there. Well I now know that it wont. Building a relationship takes so much work, work that people don't have time for or aren't willing to do.  Thats why most relationships fail, people think that its just supposed to work if its real love, when really you have to work at it even if its real love. With anything making it better takes practice, dedication, determination. Athletes don't make it to the top based off of the idea "If it meant to be its meant to be", they work hard at the craft. So maybe we should treat relationships/Love like its a professional sport or a even a job. And if you do it right and try your best you will be rewarded like no other. Let's work on Love...

-Tori Cheyenne

Is it weird...

That I have a huge picture of myself on my blog and im showing cleavage?? I find it a little weird, like Pow!! There's Tori!! lol idk. im tired. gnite all!! 

-Tori Cheyenne

Another new Beyonce video!!!

We have another new Beyonce' vid. this time its "Ego(remix)" ft. Yeezy. I think the world is ending, two great Bey vids in one day, non stop rain in NY, and Souljaboy tweeted me on Twitter; yea the world is ending. lol Anyways I already love the song, now I love the video. Check it out!!

Loves it!!

-Tori Cheyenne

New Beyonce' Video for "Broken-hearted Girl"

Copped this from my boo Likkle Miss over at Looseneck.com and I have to say this is a beautifully directed/produced/conceptual video. The light, the scenery, the Beyonce', everything is just beautiful. Check it out for yourselves 

Damn, I love her.

-Tori Cheyenne

Trey Songz "DOA Kellz"

We all heard Hov's joint "DOA" or "death of autotunes" and a couple days ago Trey Songz released "Death of Autotunes Kellz" a diss record aimed at Molester singer R. Kelly. Now we all know Trey is a fan of singing over others beats "If ya beat gets released then ima take it..."-Pop Rose(ft. Drake) and doing a good job at it. This was no exception, first line "this is a farewell/throw him down a stairwell" and the attacks continue from there. Its a beautiful diss song. Really. He even sings some scarily accurate R. Kelly "voices"(??)  What you expect?? Its Songz...Yuupp!!

Download--->DOA Kellz by Trey Songz

Follow--->Songz's Twitter

-Tori Cheyenne

New Music from SHow TuFli!!

SHow TuFli's mixtape series Fox 5 has come to an end!! This last mixtape This Fli Life was inspired by his big homie Charles Hamilton and is awesome!! He's really progressed as an artist and I look forward to his future projects!!

Here's what Show had to say about the final installment:

"Fox 5 really helped me improve as an artist, it was the first 5 projects ever released by myself.. im still only 19 and have alot of time to grow as a person as well as an artist..be patient with me"- SHow TuFli

Download---> This Fli Life by SHow TuFli

Get Familiar--->Show's Myspace

Follow---> SHow TuFli's Twitter

-Tori Cheyenne

LOL :-)

We got some new music from Trey Songz, Gucci Mane and Souljaboy. Its a cool ass song named "LOL" and I like it. Not all music has to be life-changing and deep and since Souljaboy and I are now friends (lmao j.k) I gotta support. Plus its Trey all dayy cuz thats my gf's boo!!  Ya digg?? 

via thisis50.com

-Tori Cheyenne

"You're vagina is amazing!!"

Its pretty late and with the late hours comes less & less to watch on tv. Right now, im watching "Oxygen" which is now playing "Talk Sex with Sue Johanson". I remember this show from when I was younger and found it soo interesting, but now I just find it weird. I wonder who thought to gine this old, grandma type woman a show in which she explicitly discusses sex. I wouldnt want to talk to my grandma about sex, so why would I want to talk to her. Id rather a woman whos middle aged and sexy, someone who looks like they still have sex!! Lol. I know that she's very qualified for this, but still...its weird. Especially when she says things like "You're vagina will never break and can fit many sizes of penis...Stick your finger into his anus...help him with his erection...etc" We need a new face on sex...lol 

-Tori Cheyenne 

New Music: B/A MegaStar Mondays!!

Every monday rapper B/A gives us a song to start off our work week, its his charity act and we thank him for it!! Lol...today he blesses us with "Keep Flowin" which has been on his Myspace for a while. He made the song for a fan of his in Japan, Lyttle Miho, who loved his ish and wanted her dance crew to dance to it. How ABDC is this?!?! haha!! Anyways, check out the song. Its really hot!! Yung Nate also provides some add libs on the track. Also check out the vid below of them dancing to "Keep Flowin"...

They are bomb!! lol...this is very ABDC!! lmao

Download---> "Keep Flowin" by B/A

Get Familiar--->B/A's Myspace

Follow--->B/A on Twitter

-Tori Cheyenne

Change is good...

This blog needs a change!! And soon!! I dont like the URL anymore nor am I feeling the title of it. Im gonna do some long, hard (pause) thinking about the it, so expect that in a bit. For now, continue to visit xotoriella.blogspot.com. 

-Tori Cheyenne

New Music from SHow TuFli!!

Finally!! SHow TuFli as released some new music from his next mixtape dropping June 16th(hmmm) entitled This Fli Life. Im guessing this is his final installment in his Fox 5 series and is inspired by Charles Hamilton. The two singles are called "Sit Down" prod. by Woody and a freestlye "Shut it down" and in true SHow fashion are hot!! He even gives his view on the now infamous Charles Hamilton K.O.  Check em out, check em outtt!! Lol

Download--->"Sit Down" prod. by Woody and "Shut it down" freestyle

Follow---> SHow TuFli's Twitter

-Tori Cheyenne

Wow!! They gettin it in!!

Came across this vid on Facebook. Posted by my sporadic homie SaintVil who's got yellow fever for life this video is crazy!! I guess he was tryna show that Asians can get it in too...point proven!! Lol

Enjoy

(for you Vil :-)

-Tori Cheyenne

Hi! My name is...

Well, apparently for new rap star Drake its "hip hop" after a cosign from the big man himself today, Hova(per Hot 97)!! Yea, Hov is riding with Drake, and it looks as if light skin is back in!! Yes!! I was tired of pretending I was attracted to Lil Wayne. lol...i kid i kid. Well in all honesty Drake is the new face of what good hip hop should be. Yea, I think Drake is a good artist. Shit I think the kid's great and he's fucking sick with the rhymes. Peace out Ron Brows, fall back DJ Webstar and all the other "artists" in this game that Jay-Z killed with "DOA". Lets hope that this will usher in some new artists who will breathe new life into what some people thought was dead...

-Tori Cheyenne

New Music: B/A MegaStar Mondays!!

Monday is the beginning of most people's work week, and what better way to start it(besides a wholesome breakfast) than with new music from blog favo B/A. Today he brings us "She don't want me to go" a real FJ(freak joint) type song not new to him. Lol. I really like it tho, apparently B/A is quite the pleaser. The beats hot and the lyrics are too, so is the kid so give it a listen and a download. KaPow!! 

Download--->"She dont want me to go" by B/A

Get Familiar---> B/A on Myspace

Follow--->B/A on Twitter

-xotoriella

Kish m'in toukhes!!

Came across this video on Bossip.com, in it young Isreali men and women speak of their dislike of President Obama. Its a pretty harsh video and I know that this was purposely filmed at night around bars for this reason. Really, these people can kiss mine and Americas ass!! I know that they dont represent the views of all the Jews in Isreal, but really. Go sit ya ass down and read the Torah. Funniest was the girl who's a "political science major" yet she doesnt' know that Benyajim Netayanhu is the Isreali Prime Minister. Really, their Bubbie's must be ashamed.   *dead*

-xotoriella

Spotlight: MilkMen

Im not the biggest fan of autotunes but I am a fan of creative people, and MilkMen are just that. This duo consists of an old friend of mine Tyson aka Ty.Philly and his bud Jared aka RED, who blend cool voice effects with catchy lyrics and dope beats. Having teamed up with the Trak Dealaz their first mixtape smartly entitled "Where's the Cereal" is fire and has some great songs. And as much as they have used autotunes the quality of the music isn't lost. This ish sure aint no "Dancing on Me" wackness...lol

Some Faves of mine are 4AM Freak and Emotional Heartbreaker!!   Fire!!

Download--->"Where's The Cereal" by Milkmen

Get familiar---> MilkMen on Myspace

-xotoriella

New Music: "DOA": Jay-Z

Last night Twitter was going kurazyyy. Why?? Because Hov released a new song (via Hot 97) for his Blueprint 3 album due out on 9/11. Named "DOA" or "Death of Auto tunes"(per Kanye West, who also co-produced, ironic huh), the song was premiered during the Funk Master Flex and Mister Cee radio show and its fire. Of course Funk had to drop a gazillion bombs and talked throughout the playing of it, but the song wasn't overshadowed. 

Simply, Hov talks the decline of the hip hop industry due to these auto tuned rappers that seem to be the trend(webstar, browz, etc.) and he killed them with this teaser. RIP

His official single entitled "Off That" ft. Drake will drop in July. Hov's back like owwww

Download--->DOA by Jay-Z

-xotoriella

Mac Attack!!

This week I've been bombarded with "Mac" things!! First I got my Macbook!! woohoo!! Secondly I tasted the new "Mac Snack wrap" from McDonalds. Can You say Big Mac goodness in a flour wrap?? YUM!!!

So, I've been slacking on the blogging. That stops ahora!! Expect more posting from Moi as well as some other contributors. Fun!!

-xotoriella

Please, Stop!! My eyes!!

So this video floated into my view today and I had to post it. It stars "Spectacular aka Sexy Spec" from acclaimed boy band Pretty Ricky doing a sexy whine & grind to their new single "Tipsy(in dis club)". Im guessing he thought that it would entice their female fans...WRONG!! This video is gross!! I really dont wanna get into it because im tired and its pretty self-explanatory.



Is that a closet door behind him?? hmm...

-xotoriella

New Music from Demevolist Artists B/A & Proven!!

I've been slacking as off late due to my inablility to get to a computer that isnt slow as fuck. Luckily I ordered my Macbook tonight so Ill be postin all the time!!

Anyways...There's new music from the dudes over at Demevolist. They just dont seem to stop...but no complaints from this side of the computer screen. First, we have "I'ma Put It On Her" from B/A. If anything makes his version better its the LACK of Diddy on it, plus the freaky FJ(freakjoint) lyrics are hot!! check it out...

Download---> "I'ma Put It On Her" by B/A

Next up we got Superstar Proven with "Love", a cool song about the journey of Love. His voice is so cool..lol check this out too...

Download--->"Love" by Proven

-xotoriella

Kanye's "Paranoid" video = FAIL

OMG!! Kanye's new video for "Paranoid" off of his "808's & Heartbreaks" album is soo trash. Its basically a 5 minute video of Rihanna doing weird things and driving a non-moving car. I really dont like it, mostly because I dont like her. Lol...maybe im hating. Judge for yourselves( I apologize for shitty quality, lol kinda like thee vid!!)




-xotoriella

Stuntin' like his daddy...

I follow loads of celebs on Twitter because let's face it, normal people suck!! Lol!! And one of the well-knowns I follow is Diddy's son Quincy(yea the kid from "My Super Sweet Sixteen" who had a poppin party!!). Tonight he tweeted about his new song "Blame it on Q" and of course my sarcastic ass scoffed. Lol, I mean shit be wack ya kno?? So I check it out and it actually isn't that bad, he got mad bars over Papi Diddy!! Check it out...

He's a cutiee...owww

Download---> "Blame it on Q" by IQ

Follow--->Quincy's Twitter

Get Familiar--->Quincy's Myspace

-xotoriella

New Music from Charles Hamilton!!

So, one of Charles Hamilton's songs off of his first album "This Perfect Life" got leaked earlier this week and I just got a chance to listen to it. Aptly named "Rosado" (What did you expect, azul?? lol) Song is pretty darn cool!! Beats sick, but the highlight of the song is the featured artist Aja Monet who gives some great spoken word poetry towards the end. I dont feel that I should explain it anymore, yall got ears!! Plus I have a math final tomorrow that I am SURE to fail!!

Download---> "Rosado" Charles Hamilton ft. Aja Monet
Get Familiar---> Aja Monet's Myspace

-xotoriella

New Music: SHow TuFli "Come Home with Me"

Le favo SHow TuFli is back with his fourth mixtape out of his 5-part series Fox 5. This project was inspired by Killa Cam!! lol...So you know shits gonna be hot. SHow does rep Harlem to the fullest so aint shit slackin. ya digg?? (eww) lol...Charles Hamilton said "Gotta hear that. Pretty crazy... lol" and coming from someone who does crazy and music extremely well, it has to be the truth. With tracks produced by in-house Demev(ers) Woody and Sha-leik and features by Esso, Proven and Woody its sure to be firee!!

"Knock knock, who's there? Killa Cam, Killa who? Killa Cam: hustler, grinder, gorilla, true" -lol

Download---> "Come Home With Me" by SHow TuFli

Get familiar--->Demevolist's Blog

Twitter--->Show's Twitter

-xotoriella

New Music from Demevolist artist Proven!!!

Demevolist is having a big week, releasing too anticipated mixtapes. The first on to drop is Proven's Napolean's Complex. I first posted about Proven when he released two tracks off of the album "Leave me alone" and "Toy Friend", which were hot. While the name of the album is based off of a personality complex that make shorter men feel inferior(blah), the album isnt a shortcoming. Check it out!!

Download--->Napolean's Complex by Proven

Follow Proven on Twitter---> Proven's Twitter

Myspace---> Proven's Myspace

Sad Really...

"Slumdog Millionaire" was a huge movie this past year, winning countless
of awards including an Oscar. Its garnered millions of dollars and has
launched careers, so why is it that the children who acted in it are
still in poverty and bad situations. One of the girls is being put up
for sale by her family, another young boy is homeless due to the forced
demelition of his home. That's ridiculous. The movie wasn't costly to
make, yet it grossed so much, can't some of it be shared to help those
who contributed to its success?? There's No reason why those children
need to live in poverty and do it in the spotlight. Its a damn shame.
And im truly disgusted at the people who spend the money from that movie
everyday with no thought of those who have none of it to spend.

-xotoriella

New Music: Rihanna ft. Lady Gaga "Silly Boy"

So, Rihanna has decided to put her "voice" back to use and has teamed up with Lady Gaga for a duet. The song entitled "Silly Boy" is rumored to be about Chris Brown, but since Rihanna doesn't write any of her songs I doubt it is. I truly cant tell which girl is singing at any specific time because the autotunes on this shit is heavy. The songs iight, its not good enough to need two pop starts on it but its a cool jam. Gaga's voice overpowers Rihanna's tho, which isn't a good look for Rihanna. But then again, lately nothing has been. Burn!! lmao

Listen---> "Silly Boy" Rihanna ft. Lady Gaga

Also Check out Jennifer Lopez's new song "What is Love" when you peep "Silly Boy". I really like it!!

-xotoriella

Sit yo ass DOWN!!!

Spencer Pratt aka the biggest Douchebag in the west, has come out with a new "rap" single named, not surprisingly, "Im a celebrity". Ok, the beat is kinda hot and the lyrics aren't as terrible as I thought they would be (ghost-writer) but he IS!! Please, he needs to sit down and not rap, not speak, not think. He needs to play dead. And so does his wanna-be Barbie wife Heidi.

Listen---> "Im A Celebrity" by Spencer Pratt and Heidi Montags "Look How Im Doing"

This is what nightmares are made of...

LOL. I hate that I share a last name with this man...

-xotoriella

New Music from Amerie: "Why R U"

A longtime fave of mine whose fell off the radar recently, Amerie, is back with new music. The single is for her "comeback" but Im not really feeling it. The beat's cool and so are the lyrics, but Im not so sure of them together. Judge for yourselves.

"Blame It (remix)" Pres. Barack Obama ft. Michelle Obama

The Obama's have a new joint hittin the airwaves, in the form of a "Blame It" remix. This shit is fireeee!! lmao...odee funny. They killed it!!!!



Peep Sarah Palin in the background. hahahha *dead* at whole thing!!

-xotoriella

Im a blogger, you're a blogger!!

I wanted to share with you guys a list of my favorite blogs.

The Yin to my Yang blog: MochaPoca

The Big sister blog: Looseneck (she does this blog thing well, really. Get Familiar)

The sweetheart's blog: SimplyNeya

The cool kid's blog: SHowTuFli

The Music blog: Demevolist

The gritty blog: YungNate

The Charles Hamilton blog: CharlesHamilton

My Blog. XoToriella.

Ok. Check some of these out. Or dont. But you should. Think of it as an early bday present to Moi!!

-xotoriella

Why SouljaBoy sells...

This may seem kinda weird to post about the success of SouljaBoy after
his former beef partner(??) Charles Hamilton. But the two posts are
nothing alike and all the same so I guess it goes. I was wondering why
is it that someone who doesn't have as much talent as other rappers out
there has made it so big!! And I know what it is, SouljaBoy LISTENS!!!
He listens to the record labels, he listens to the people whose job it
is to sell him, and he listens to his fans. He's smart enough to know
that those people know what is best for his career, and he's allowed
them to do their job. Now, many would call that "selling out" and maybe
it is, but its also SELLING. He may not have the best lyrics or messages
(at all) but he knows that he can't take the reins on the business side,
because that isn't his field. You wouldn't try to be your own lawyer in
a supreme court case, you'd let the best do their job. And that's a
valuable lesson even outside of the music industry. Sometimes humbling
yourself enough to let someone else handle the situation can benefit you
more than you trying to do it yourself....

-xotoriella

Bye Bye Sonic...

As of May 13th, 2009 Charles Hamilton has RIP'd Sonic the Hedgehog. Yes,
lets all gasp. Crazy right?? He went hard with that Sonic ish for years,
and now no more. I guess that's a part of growth & change...and that's a
good thing. He's now rockin with the Pink Panther, or something close to
it. Idk. Id rather just have Charles Hamilton in pink. No cartoons
necessary. But, he did say "Charles Hamilton IS back!!" on his blog...I
wonder when he went away and if we even know him. Hmmm...

You'll always find yourself in yourself, so be yourself.

-xotoriella

Blow em out!! Blow em outt!!

My birthday is friday the 15th, ill be 19 and im kinda excited. This
year has gone by so fast. Were almost halfway through yet idk what I
have to show for it. Well except for this blog. I started goin
hard(pause) for this shit in 09. And ima continue. Its just crazy how
last yr at this time I was still a HS senior and now im an independent
college student. Geez. Time flies
-xotoriella

How Swine flew got into America!!

The people from "I Love Money" brought it back. It came back in
TailorMade's suit, Angelique's accent, Myamee's weave, and its brain(cuz
there's room in there)... lmao
Sorry having a Vh1 night...

-xotoriella

Love Recession

Im watching this show on VH1 "Daisy of Love" and of course like all of
VH1's other shows its about a "celebrity" finding "love". Daisy de la
Hoya is apparently a white transgender with a fake spanish last name who
got her heart broken by Bret Micheals on the show "Rock of Love" and is
looking for "love" from 13 douchebags. Its so fake. Really. Its ALL so
fake. She's very fake. And so are the guys. All of these shows are
simply making "Love" a marketing tool, and are a direct reason why
divorce rates are going up(lol. Not proven). Ok, maybe not directly a
reason but im sure that they've caused the value of Love to go down. Its
like we're in a "Love Recession". The Love stock has gone down because
of shows like this. And im sick of it, becuase while I do find them
entertaining I am also annoyed by them.

Im also annoyed by sites like Match.com, eharmony & chemistry.com. What
happened to meeting people sans television and expensive websites. Why
can't people just find Love, why must we have Love found for us?? Have
we really gotten so consumed with our own lives that the task has become
a bother, so we have someone else do it for us?? There was Love before
these things, right?? So why can't there be Love without them...

This is coming from someone who's never been in Love...lol

-xotoriella
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Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

It must be titty week...smh

So now Rihanna has naked pics "leaked". Lmao. I knew there was a reason
why Im over her. Smh. And watch her not even say anything about it just
like she didn't say anything about her domestic violence problem.
Really, celeb women needa get slapped. You ARE ONE OF THE MOST FAMOUS
WOMEN IN WORLD, why dod u think anything is safe?? She been smokin to
much bud...lol

*and her body is rockin in these pics. Its ashame, a body like that
deserves to be paid for showing the goods.

-xotoriella
Its xoxo ;-)

OK, retract my last post...

So new pics of Cassie have come out & bitch is spread eagle...hmmm. Not
a good look for someone looking to have a r&b career. I understand that
this was private, but cmon she's a celebrity in a highly public and
profiled relationship. Hacking into celebritys' computers, cell phones
etc. Is nothing new and not that hard to do if someone is determined
enoug. Now I really don't think she leaked these pics, but she should've
saved these shits to a floppy disk or something. Lol...smh Cassie

-xotoriella

This is nothing new...

Cassie's been "hacked" and topless photos of her have been leaked.
Cassie is a favo of this blog and im not gonna post the nakey pics. I
will say that she needs to be a lot smarter about her property, and
technology. Some are saying that this is a publicity stunt, it might be.
Wouldn't be the first time but I don't think that's the case here. W.e,
just wanted to post about it. And btw I have NOTHING against nudity,
lucky her for being comfortable enough in her skin to take those
pics....

I just wish her tetas were bigger!! Lol

-xotoriella

Don't you ever wonder...

So im sitting on the train thinking (I do some of my best thinking on
the train) about our race. No, not black people, but humans. There will
be a day when we no longer exist, that day could be in 10 years, 100
years, or 1000, but it will come*. There's a show coming on the Histosy
channel I believe, and its about what happens after us, it looks cool.
But its also scary. Im not much into a religion and I always wonder
where we come from, how & why did we form?? See, religion answers these
questions, so the religion-less are left with unanswered questions. And
truthfully, I don't want to think enough to answer them, because with
that thinking might come paranoia and other stresses. Life is such a
mystery, we are such a puzzle, will we ever be solved??

*or maybe it'll happen in 2012...

-xotoriella
Its xoxo ;-)

I am soo over...

RIHANNA!! She's done for me. I never thought she was a great entertainer nor is she a great public persona. Im not hating on her, many will probably disagree with me, but I do wish that people would stop giving her so much attention. Her style is cool, I guess, but as of late she seems to be trying wayy too hard; wearing every trend imaginable at the same time. She's a music star right?? Well, wheres the music?? She's been canceling shows left & right,not that she was ever a good performer, citing her being still affected by the C. Breezy beat down, yet she can go out and party every night. Im just bored with her. Truly. Really. She needs to go away. Ms. Keri Baby is here, fall back Rih.

-xotoriella

New Music frm JMeans!!

Demevolist is def the hiphop equivalent of the Energizer Bunny, they keep going and going(insert pause or "ayo" here). Yesterday, they released a project from Demev Vet Jmeans; its his first solo project and I've heard some good things about it already. Entitled Super Human Love Stories, the mixtape is a break up project that resonates with everyone...

"What good would a break-up be without a mixtape dedicated to the loves of my life..."-Jmeans on Super Human Love Stories



Faves:
"Something to Remember" ft. Charles Hamilton and Rell, "Message in a Bottle", and "Mr. Right Now" are all pretty awesome. Of course is features production by in-house Demev producers Sha-Leik(tha Engineer), Charles Hamilton and Fedel. A download MUST!!

"At the end of the day its bigger than Love and Hate, male and female, the world (inside of music and out of it) is one big relationship; and RAP is the attractive opposite sex, gender, species we can live with but cant live without)"-JMeans

Download--> Super Human Love Stories by JMeans
Follow---> JMeans's Twitter
Get Familiar---> JMeans Myspace

-xotoriella

Questions for les boys...

Wisdom. Jay Blade, PA where ya at?? Lol. I need ya for this one:
Will a guy ever really Love a girl who lets them cheat on them and still
stays loyal?? A girl who no matter how obvious it is that he's with 2 or
more girls besides her (and he's never claimed her) still stays and is
dramatic for him. Why would he find that attractive?? And what kind of
guy would even want to cheat on someone who loves them?? Btw the people
I've seen in this situation are young like younger than 20.

Answer if yall can (in depth). Im really interested. Because I've seen
SO many cases of this. And im always really sad for the girls, cuz they
seem to end up heartbroken.

*Directed towards no one, inspired by many...

-xotoriella

Now I HAVE to succeed...

I truly feel that I have to succeed just so I can laugh in the faces of some people. I think thats good motivation eh?? lol

So I work in the Village and there are always tourists coming in from England. Every other word out of their mouth is "cheers". lol..it annoys me. IDK why and this is kind of a random post, but it does!! lol

-xotoriella

UM...

Today was crazy, and it was all due to this little ol' blog of mine. Apparently some things I've said in my posts have gotten under people's skin. I had this whole big post written out that I was gonna call people out on, but I've decided against it. See, while I was writing it "Think Twice" by Yung Nate, Charles Hamilton & SHow TuFli was playing. I took that as a sign, and decided not to post it. Its truly not worth it. They say that you should choose your battles wisely, and this isn't a battle that I want to fight because I have already won. Im growing up, Im learning and Im happy, if that isn't winning then idk what is. So to the person(s) who took offense to my post, sorry that you did. That wasn't my intention. Or maybe it was and I just didn't know it...Lol. It was really just a vent for me...I like to vent...

And I will continue to vent on MY blog. If you don't like it don't read it. Simple.
This shit is fun for me, and i'll be damned if I let others ruin it. Never.

And this is truly why im still single...at least I still got my Lova tho ;-)

-xotoriella

Hot pics of Favo "Danger"!!

I loved this season of "Fpr the Love of Ray J" and I especially liked "Danger" the crazy, psycho bitch!! Even after all this media(most bad) shes still bad. She's different and could give a rats ass what anyone thinks of her. Thats admirable. Being a prositute...um, not so much. lol...peep le pics below:


From Bossip.com

The pics were taken before she got "famous" and are for her swimwear line RichKnits!!

She looking good but that red lip is a tad harsh...looked great on the reunion special though!! Cowardly Lion Unique...notsomuch!! lol

-xotoriella

New Music from Demevolist artist JMeans!!

Demevolist is always on their grind, putting out new music after new music to keep us happy. And today, artist JMeans released the first single off of his solo project SuperHuman Love Stories "And Now She's Gone". The project drops May 5th!!

"Yea I heard that this morning. Shit is Fire" -Troi Anne on "And Now She's Gone"...



Download--> "And Now She's Gone" by JMeans
Stay tuned--> Demevolist's Blog


-xotoriella

Video of the week!! LMAO!!

So we all know Soulja Boy's "Turn my Swag On", a new hood anthem. Well, a different type of community needed an anthem as well...The gay community. And they got it!! "Turn My Fag On" is a fruity rendition of Soulja's hit and its no less hot. Cigaowwww!! lmao




OWWWWW

-xotoriella

New Face of Sean John Contest=FAIL

So Ive been asked to join Facebook groups to vote for guys to be the next face of Sean John. I decline eveyone. lol...so I decide to go to the site and I see hundreds of pictures from guys some with as many as 7000+ votes and others with 0. lmao. There are like 230 pages of men(and some women?) waiting to be voted on. Its kinda sad really, since any male 18 ysrs and over can vie for the title. So you have some very handsom men and some not so cute guys. Im pretty sure that in the end Diddy will pick a male model, or just put himself up!! lol...I wonder if there's gonna be an "America's Next Top Model"-style show on MTV next year...hmm...with Diddy you never know. smh

Check out the site here

-xotoriella

New Photography from Young Bliss!!

Young BLiss (YB) aka. Troii Anne my darling girlfriend has posted some new photos that she's taken on her blog.

Get Familiar--->Troi's Blog

Contact--->Email Troi at TroMar3@yahoo.com

-xotoriella

LMAO!! Funny ass video!!

Im late on this but I was googling "Macbooks" (I really want one!!) and came across this. Hilarious!!!




Imagine if this was real..."Spent 45 minutes sending an email" lmfao

-xotoriella

Praise Jesus!!

So Apparantly we were all bamboozled by Kim K.!! lol...she's still dark!! yay!!

Love her once mo gain!!

-xotoriella

Video: Yung Nate and Gang "Blackout" Live

I follow my nigga Yung Nate's blog and I see that he has this new video posted. I guess hes gonna delete it soon, Idk, but I wanted to post it anyway. Its fire. He recently did a show at St. Mary's college upstate with rappers Donny Goines, Mickey Factz, Add 2, and Sickbond Sane. Also there was Show Tufli and Woody(who dj'd). It was hosted by Karen Civil and DU Love. The video is for the song "Blackout" by Yung Nate and it is a poppin ass song. Cant wait for the project to be released soon!!! Enjoy

"Blackout" Yung Nate (Produced by Woody)


Read--->Yung Nate's blog
Follow--->Yung on Twitter
Get Familiar--->Yung Nate's Myspace

-xotoriella

She shouldn't have...

Dear Kim Kardashian.

Why Kim, WHY?!?! You were my girl crush and I loved you just the way you were!! lol...the dark hair suits you wayy better!! This blonde BS just blends into your skin, you dont stand out. did Reggie make you do this?? I know women sometimes change shit cuz they men want em too. But this isn't a good change. *Flashbacks of when Cassie had her blonde moment...shudders* You weren't meant to be blonde. You're looking kinda Puerto Rican too, lol. Especially with that ass.

yea...no bueno. FAIL. Go back to Black. Please. Or I WILL boycott your show!! lol

-xotoriella

I need a band-aid!!

Im not a heels person. But today I thought it be cute if I wore some wedges. I was looking cute till I fucking Bust my ass!! In front of like 30 ppl too!! Like that's the fuucking luck I have...I swear. I just laughed it off and got up. But I know have this hugge ass cut on my knee. My legs are fucked up. And I have nice legs. Ugh!! So happy I brought flats. These shis r gonee!! Fml. Odee. Ugh
Lol

And "The SHow"continues: new music from Show Tufli!!

The favo SHow TuFli has dropped another mixtape from his Fox 5 series. The first two he put out were inspired by Jay-Z Without a Doubt and Outkast WestHarlemSwaggerifikMercedesCruisinMusik. Last night he released The SHow which is inspired by Eminem. Once again, he's given us some fire. Its a great project with in-house Demevolist production, Mr. Tufli is just too wavy. Lmao ;-)



Great cover artwork too!! Whoever his artist is deserves some props!!

Download---> The SHow by SHow TuFli
Read--->SHow's Blog
Get Familiar---> Demevolist.com & Demevolist's Blog

-xotoriella

:(

I've been a bad blogger. Haven't been posting lately since I've been working so much!! But im back!! Gonna put up some new music from fao Show Tufli tonight, some high poetry and more!! This is therapuetic for me, so I gotta keep going. I swear I've been depressed lately since I haven't posted. Lol :-)
-xoxo

I HATE BEING IGNORED.

Beyonce unedited vocals...LMAO

Here's Beyonce singing "If I were a boy" on the Today Show. Its fake , obviously but still very funny!! lol
Check it out:



Lmao...very funny!! lol But since we all know Bey can sing, let's just laugh and move on.

New (old) music from Charles le Hamilton!!

I feel like Demevolist is just throwing up music. But good throw-up music. lmao. The latest sick Demev nigga to vomit is Mr. Charles Hamilton, (ok enough with the vomit-metaphor or w.e) who's released years old music in the form of The Binge Vol. 1: Staring at the lavalamp. I've heard about this many times and supposedly its a classic. But its not. Its a Demevlassic. Im a cornball. lol. But its is really amazing!!




Faves :"Hamiltonian Roast(feat. Tha-Engineer aka Sha-leik, Yung Nate and more)", "They Call me Charles"(done to the beat of Snoop's "Who am I(What's my name). smooth), "Throw Some Pink"...ok I truly like the wholee mixtape!!

This is refreshing to me after Charles' last few releases (The Dead Zone. ugh) which I weren't to fond of. Sadly.

This is a must!!

Download--->The Binge Vol. 1: Staring at the lavalamp by Charles Hamilton



-xotoriella

Show Tufli BTS video: "The Show"

Demevolist's Blog posted a new video today from the favo Show Tufli. In it he discusses his upcoming Eminem -inspired project "The Show". Enjoy!!




The project comes out next Tuesday (April 28). The released projects were great...cant Wait!!

BowFinger

Im pretty bold, so i've been told, and this blog is no exception. I guess Im at the point in my young life where I dont care about what others think of my expressionism. So please remember that when reading this blog, Im simply being me. And even when I do speak bodly on things im not doing it to spite others, im doing it for me. Does that sound selfish?? I dont think so. This is MY blog. And its also the blog of anyone who reads it, and those readers have been guided here by the stars because they share my boldness and/or can relate to my some of my posts. Ok, enough of this. lol...Just had to remind myself why Im doing this.

-xotoriella

Bunches of new music from Demevolist!!!

I woke up today to loads of new music from blog favos Demevolist. First B/A has released his anticipated Highway Music and Proven has also released some songs off of his upcoming release Napolean's Complex. It feels like Christmas all over agin!! lol




Highway Music is just that, shit you blast while cruisin. (Or takin mass transit. Not all of us can drive ya kno...ME. lol) B/A is a beast, I really love when this kid raps cuz he goes in. And this project is no exception. With production from Woody, Charles Hamilton, Blackthebeast, and more and apperances by favo Show Tufli, Yung Nate, Proven and Jmeans this is sure to be a Demevlassic(did I just make up a new word?? lmao. Credit me).

Download---> Highway Music by B/A
Follow B/A on Twitter--->twitter.com/hansommanson
Myspace--->B/A's Myspace


The next sweet suprise this tuesday is new music from another Demevolist artist, Proven. My fave song that he is on is "Beat box" off of another Demevlassic, lmao, Ayo! These niggas went Hollywood. He's a great rapper and the tone of his voice is cool. So check him out!!

Download---> "Leave me Alone" and "Toy Friend" by Proven


-xotoriella

100th Post!!

Im at my 100th post!! Yay!! Now many people might not think its a lot but I feel accomplished. I've had a habit of giving up things after a while. And im glad I haven't given this up, new leaf has turned(really idk wat that means, lol). Also, when I logged into my blog account I see I have 16 follower!! Go mee!! Im very excited everytime I get a new one b/c there are soo many blogs out there and someone chose mine. Loll

-but I digress...

I kept thinking about what I should do for my 100th post, and I couldn't think of anything. Lol...figures. I hope that ill continue to gain more followers and they'll give me their ideas and opinions. Wisdom, thanks for your input on that last post. Your right, society defines for us who we become, by us either fitting the standards or not. I still want others opinions on it...please?? Lol...ok I have to go to the gym tomorrow(on this whole workout, get healthy shit). So off to bed for me. Thanks ass you guys who follow and enjoy my blog...im still going to try and do something special for that 100th post. ;-)


-xotoriella

Normal vs. Wierd??

What is normal?? What is weird?? These are questions asked by society everyday and never is there a good enough answer. I mean, who decides these things?? Do the "normal" people dictate what is weird?? Or is it from the actions of the "weridos" that what's normal is determined. And then, how do we decide where we fit?? I find myself to be pretty normal, yet everyone else finds me weird. And now, being "weird" is normal. Its all very confusing. So readers please leave your commentary on this subject. What do you think is normal or weird?? And how do you determine it??
I really value you guys opinions, I want this to be an interactive blog. AND I also hate feeling as if im talking to myself. Lol

-xotoriella

Spotlight: D-Ferg

As you know, I've wanted to start spotlight different up and coming artists. I planned on doing it weekly but idk if that'll work out...lol. So, this week im posting on a new friend of mine who's an amazing artist, D-Ferg. We have mutuall friends and hes tried to steal my gf from me(FAIL) lol, so we're connected. Im sure that I knew about him before, perhaps through my old Myspace "nosy-ness" lol.

Anyways, he's from Harlem, and was heavily influence by the style of the N.E.R.D dudes "...more than just kids with skater style...it was a statment of the freedom to be different". He attended the highschool of art and design where he studied abstract art & fashion. Poppin. He's also interned for Sean John & helped his dad(who's since passed) with a t-shirt business that catered to hiphop celebs. He hopes that in the future he'll have a succesful clothing line, DEVONI. Im uber happy that I did this post, to know a kid so motivated to do what he loves is amazing. Mad thumbs up to you Kid!! Lol

"Call my nigga Ferg up, make me a necklace..."-Show Tufli "Fashion Avenue" from the WestHarlemSwaggerifikMercedesCrusinMusik" mixtape

Some of D-Ferg's artwork below:

As you can see, he is EXTREMELY talented and creative. The "DEVONI I watch FILMS(feeling, innovated, living, motivated)" is his way of trying to get other to take charge or their life...D-Ferg is a fuckin breath of fresh air.

Check out:

D-Ferg's Myspace page

Contact D at d2daferg@yahoo.com

Now, Ya'll know I only did this so I could get me one of his poppin ass shirts...lol...oh and one for my girl too. ;-)

-xotoriella

Drake interview on Power 105.1 with DJ Clue!!

So I rarely listen to the radio, for when I do im usually disappointed by what I hear. So im in my moms truck today, radio's tuned to Power 105.1 and I hear a song start playing, im like "wait, I know this song..." and its a Drake song from his lovely mixtape "So Far Gone" that I posted on previously. I was soo hyped!! Lol...im like "Mommy, this is Drake. He's from Degrassi. He raps. I love him" and in between bites of my yummy tuna sandwich I sing along...on a diet. Lol. I was so excited, Drake is le shizznit!! And then come to find out its a FULL interview!!! omg!! Like what god above blessed me?!? I've really like Drake for a while now even before "So Far Gone" my GF Troii anne put me on!! So yea I was mad proud that he was on their!! My crazy ass even texted Power 105.1 lmao!! groupie or fan?!!? haha


Lol, I began writing this hours ago but I got distracted...DRAKE You the fucking best boo ;-)

-Xoxotoriella

New Music: Show Tufli "WestHarlemSwaggerifikMercedesCrusinMusik"!!!

Our favo Show Tufli is back with more music for us. His birthday was this past weekend (poppin ass party) and now he's dropped his 2nd mixtape in the Fox 5 series, WestHarlemSwaggerifikMercedesCrusinMusik.
Last week I posted the first single "Fashion Avenue", which I lovee!! And am uber-excited about this new project!! As I've said before, it is influenced by Outkast with production by Demevolist producers, Sha-leik, Woody & Charles Hamilton.

You'd be a fool not to download and input this shit into your Ipod/Zune, shit burn it and put it in that cd player you got attached to your Ipod headphones. Lmao. Really tho, Download:


The cover artwork is fucking ILL!!!!!

Download--->WestHarlemSwaggerifikMercedesCrusinMusik: Show Tufli
Check out---> Show's Blog & Demevolist's blog

"For the next 5 minutes I just want you to be as cocky as possible..." -Show Tufli

-xotoriella

Do I really want to swallow this??

I watch a lot of tv, not ashamed, tv is interesting. However, I am annoyed by most commercials especially those for medications. There always so corny, showing pastoral images of white (and sometimes black) people running slowly through perfect fields!! How sweet, right?? No!! Well, yes. But the sweetness ends as soon as the mysterious voice discusses all the harmful side effects of the medication. Example: "This medication may cause death, nausea, headaches. In some cases changes in bowel movements, muscle aches, ulcers and kidney stones have occured." Like, who wants to hear that?? You show this great image & then this roll call of harmful aspects of the shit. Like I know that there are negative things that accompany these things but hearing it, rather than seeing, isn't attractive. Makes me not wanna even swallow. Lol

The "Amber-Rose Effect" gets another...

Pictures have surfaced with my favo Cassie rockin half a shaved head!! Gasp!! Ugh, I for one am a huggee fan of her silky, black hair and this half bald half long shit is kinda crazy. Im not saying she looks ugly, girl is beautiful, but like...yea...idk. Its different; I have yet to determine if thats good or bad. Judge for yourselves...



Either way, she's one pretty bitch!! And still one of my "girl crushes

-xotoriella

Why do I do this to myself...

So, last night I got my 3rd tattoo avec mon ami Siara. I went to the only place I've ever gone, Concrete Jungle on 125th street. So after a loooong ass wait its my turn. Im kinda nervous cuz I want a flower on my inner arm but Ive heard that that spot hurts like hell!! But, w.e Ima do it. aitn no pussy. lol...so I get in chair. The tattooer(who's already tatted me) is like "yo the inner arm is gonna hurt like hell. Im just gonan be honest. I almost didnt wanna finish my tat." I was like "wtf. I dont wanna do it now!!" So Si suggested I get it on chest. Now I breifly thought back to all those horrid ghetto ass boob tats. But Im cute & therefore tackyness in thwarted. lol...so he puts it I look in mirror LOVE!! Yo this shit hurt!! I was like "I want this to be over. over over now!!" lol...and it was my first color tattoo, so I wasn't used to the shading. But afterwards I was very happy!! Its soo pretty, very exotic looking. Im def gonna get more to go over my shoulder & shit. iight. Yea. Got tatted. oww

-xotoriella

Are you ready for your close-up??

Well, If you are you need to hit up my girlfriend, Miss Troi Anne, cuz she's a budding photographer. She took the pics(of me) I posted earlier and here are some more.

If you are interested, her rates and availability can be requested by emailing her at troiawilliams@aol.com.

-xotoriella

Why im still single...

I feel like all my single girlfriends are looking for boyfriends, someone to fill that "void" that society says we have when not in a relationship. I admit, I was/ still am at times looking to fill that "void". I've gone through my fair share of guys(though I've had only 2 bfs). There was Sammy, who I "dated" for years in elementary & middle school till some fat bitch named letoya stole him(this seems to be a trend, fat bitches lol). Then in highschool I was such a nerd!! Ugh!! I dated this white guy who didn't go to my school named JP. That was a fail and I choose not to recognize him anymore. Lol...got a friend out of it tho. Love u Steph!! After him I developed a hugee crush on Anthony, went hard. But since he's a quiet dude and im hyper that simmered. So, I went to his best friend. No not on some "can't have you gona have your friend shit" but I liked his friend since like first day of school. Yea Miguel was my highschool crush. But wait, I've jumped the gun. Even before Ant there was George Speed. Lol, he was my bf for like a day. We later became good friends...so yea. Miguel. Ugh. That was an experience, really liked the kid. He just wanted to nut tho. Which now its w.e but back then it hurt. Senior year. Girls never talk to a guy with a gf, especially if she's a fat bitch who worships him. Why couldn't someone have told me that earlier. Talked to kid for months thinking "wow this is going somewhere" wrong. Only place he wanted it to go was the bed. Lol. Waste of a couple of months. Stressful. Then after was a guy who I won't name. Then another guy I won't name. Lol. Then another guy I won't name, and now its just me. And im really enjoying myself. I think im filling that "void" that is supposed to be filled by someone else. So I guess I'll be single for a while. And im totally cool with that. The stress that these young relationships provide isn't something im in the mood to handle.

New Music: Show Tufli "Fashion Avenue"

The favo Show Tufli is back with new music!! yay!! I 've been waiting. After the huge success of his first mixtape "Without a Doubt" (of off the 5 part, "Fox 5" series) garnered 1000 downloads in 24 hrs(woohoo), fans were a little mad about the pushed back release date of the second mixtape. However, Mr. Tufli assured us that he was just tryna better the project. Iight. Alls Forgiven.

The 2nd mixtape is influenced by Outkast and is titled WestHarlemSwaggerifikMercedesCrusinMusikLabel. whew!! Its Show's take on Outkast's first album's name, Southernplayalisticadillacmuzik. The first single is named "Fashion Avenue" and features a remix to the intro of The Love Below produced by Woody. The song is hot!! Show tells us that its iight to feel cocky, he does and with good reason.

"...If ya walkin on fashion avenue, thats cool. Why would I be mad at you. Ball out, cop out, go head shut the mall down..."

Download---> Fashion Avenue- Show Tufli (prod. by Woody)

Check out--->Show Tufli's Blog

"How flii do you want me to get..."

-xotoriella.blogspot.com